What an odd, sad, clever little game. I love it. Good job.
This game has no point. I promise it's not just me venting. There, just, there isn't a point. There is nothing I can teach you. Nothing at all, don't even bother.
If you are struggling though, maybe someone else can help you. If you live in the USA, you can call 1-800-273-8255 anytime if you feel like you're going to hurt yourself, or if you're outside the USA go to www.iasp.info I may not be able to help you much, but they can.